Don't know if I have it in me or not
From 10th class I have been failing in my own eyes. From JEE to low marks in 2nd and 3rd year of college to drop year after 12th, I am not able to do what I want to do.
Are my expectation too much for myself? I don't think so. It's that I am not changing my process to learn and succeed. I have been stuck on my ways and doing the same mistakes on and on.
This semester was a welcome change where I challenged so much of my beliefs and tried correcting them. At the end of the sem, I still did many of the same mistakes, but somewhere I changed. I am not the same person as I was before and in a good way.
I will periodically mention about my past three years whenever I get enough time and will. For now, I have two exams ahead of me and I have to deal with them practically. I have to study both QM2 and STR before 28th. And I will study chunks at a time without distraction now.
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